The Final Post!! Over and Out Baby!!

Well, who saw it coming!! The end of the trip and the start of my new life in Aberdeen. Its been over 2 months since my last post on this blog, my Sex is on Fire post from my last days in Australia.

In those 2 months, i have had allot of time to think, allot of time to myself and allot of time to put the last 6 months into perspective. I have changed, very much so and very much for the better. I found myself, i found my confidence again and i found out the value of real and true friends. I have spent more time with my family in the last 2 months than i have combined in the last 7 years, which was my fault for putting distance between us, but going forward that will change. My time in America and Australia will be with me for life, the friends i made along the way, i hope they will be too, and the friends i had before, i value them even more now! You know who you are and you know what it means!! If i haven't already told you guys, well your the best!!!

So yeah, Aberdeen Baby!!! Its a cool place, and i really cant wait to show you all what it has to offer in due course. The hotel will be cool, the challenge of opening it is just what i needed to come back to and I'm loving it so far. There are bound to be mega stressful days ahead, but I'm ready for them. Found myself a lovely apartment to rent, cant wait to get my stuff moved in and make it home. This is it for me now, this is where the new Billy starts and makes his life what its meant to be. No more excuses.

And so concludes Billy's Round the World Adventure. What a blast!!. What a roller coaster of experiences, what an amazing list of things to do and see. It was everything i wanted and more besides. It was so worth every penny spent (a figure never to be added up !!!) and it is something that i will cherish for the rest of my life. So this will be my last post on here. Have been trying to wrap it up for a few weeks now, but couldn't quite put it into words.

And in a final and fitting close to this blog, i leave the last paragraph to my mum. So much of the trip revolved around you for me. Dealing with how i felt and how it would impact all areas of my life has been a difficult but necessary process and one which i will remember forever. I will always love you, you were amazing and having had the last months to deal with everything, it has made me realise that bit more (as if i didn't already know) how much of a special person you really were. I will miss you every day, but i will love you more each day, so its not an upsetting kind of feeling anymore. Everything i do in life going forward will in some way or another be dedicated to your memory and i hope i make you proud!! Always mam. Always. Over and Out!!!